REVIEW: Take You Apart by T.J. Spade

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Take You Apart by T.J. Spade

*** 2016 Global Ebook Awards Nominee *** 

A woman – so young and ripe – lies amid a detritus of pine needles and dirt. Her hair is matted to her face with a mixture of blood and tears and she screams again before subsiding into body wrenching sobs. Her voice is slightly slurred as she begs, “Please, stop. Please, I want to go home. Please don’t do it again.” A pair of black gloved hands comes into view. They hold pliers. The girl screams again. Lovely. 

Successful artist Caleb Everett lives each day with a real-time film inside his head, playing … murder. Since he was a child, Caleb has been able to see into the minds of killers. Working alongside veteran Homicide Detective Jack Rafferty, Caleb now uses his unique ability to balance the scales of justice. 

With a new case afoot, Caleb is himself being targeted by a killer, and with attractive journalist Makayla Dawson on the scene, it becomes a race against time to save them all. With the odds savagely stacked against them, will this case take apart everything Caleb holds dear?

RATING: 5 STARS

REVIEW: "T.J. Spade has a satisfyingly sophisticated understanding of criminal behavior within serial killers. Gruesome, brilliant, and hard to put down- T.J. is a natural. Superbly written- 5 deserved stars!" ~Theresa (BookRelations)

REVIEW: Saved by the Outlaw by Alexis Abbott

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Saved by the Outlaw: Motorcycle Club / Hitman Romance

by Alexis Abbott

She was the girl that got away. Now she thinks I murdered her dad.

Cherry LaBeau. More like Cherry Bomb, the way she walked back into my life, accusing me of killing her father. 

She's a fiery mystery from my past, and this time, I'm not going to let her get away. 

But first, I have to prove to her that we're lookin' for the same person. That whoever killed her dad has been screwing with my club and the people I care about most. So I'm going to find the scumbag who hurt my Cherry, and my club, and I'm going to make them pay. 

Even if I have to turn back to my former hitman ways... 

A full length Romantic Suspense novel. No Cliffhangers/Standalone. Safe. Contains a teaser for my next release.

RATING: 5 stars

REVIEW: Cherry, a journalist, who's father was murdered, bumps into Russian hitman & bad boy, Leon, who may not be so bad after all. Need I say more?!! Hot!! Plus, a motorcycle club & FBI... yes please. Another enjoyable read from Alexis Abbott- I love her characters and attention to detail; which is never overdone. I find that when I pick up a book from this author, it never feels forced or like a chore to begin reading one of her books, blessing. This is my second read by Alexis Abbott and I'm standing in line for more- happy to have found this author who has provided an ARC in exchange for my honest review. Once again, loved it.

HAPPY READING! ~THERESA

Review: Center Stage (Bright Lights Billionaire Book 2) by Ali Parker

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Center Stage (Bright Lights Billionaire Book 2) by Ali Parker

From Best Selling Author, Ali Parker comes a new Billionaire Series filled with sexiness, humor and intense attraction... 

The bright lights of Hollywood can be blinding at times. 

Riley and Ethan dive head first into the hard work required to produce a blockbuster film. With only ten months to get everything done, they’re working around the clock and it shows. The tension between them is building to an explosion neither of them is ready for. In hopes of trying to keep things professional between them, Ethan takes a step back and presents himself in a new light – a more responsible, mature Ethan Lewis. 

The smoke and mirrors takes its toll on both of them, and everyone is starting to notice. It isn’t just about their relationship anymore, but about the possibility of messing up both their careers and all of their dreams. 

This is book 2 in a continued series. 

18+ Explicit sexual content and possible foul language.

RATING: 5 STARS
THERESA'S REVIEW: 
These books are fantastic. Love them. Ali Parker's writing cracks me up, and her dialogue between her witty characters is spot on- realistic.
Book two is just as good as the first. The tension continues to rise between the two main characters Ethan and Riley- unbelievably frustrating, yet to reach climax. Poor Ethan and his super sized package lol. Once again, I am left wanting more and more of Ethan and Riley's story. Recommended (along with all of the foul language involved hahaha). I definitely cannot wait for book three.
I was provided a free copy of Center Stage in exchange for my honest review. Loved it!! 

HAPPY READING!!

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REVIEW: Reaper (Boston Underworld, Book 2) by A. Zavarelli

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REAPER (Boston Underworld Book 2) Kindle Edition by Ashleigh Zavarelli 

Sasha. 

He’s dark and mysterious. Quiet and lethal. 
An Irish mobster. 
Pure sin wrapped up in a beautiful package. 
But there’s also something off about him. 
He doesn’t feel anything. He shows no emotions. 
Sometimes I question his humanity. 
He hasn’t spoken to me in two years. Not a single word. 
But we share a secret, he and I. 
And if it ever comes out, I have no doubt in my mind… 
He won’t have a problem killing me too. 

Ronan. 

I’ve slain for her. I’ll do it again. 
When it comes to Sasha, there isn’t a line I won’t cross. 
I watch her. She doesn’t know it. 
She thinks I hate her. Sometimes, I think I might too. 
But I’m always there, lurking in the shadows. 
Craving her. Trying to keep the beast within at bay. 
I’ll keep her safe. I’ll slaughter anyone who tries to hurt her. 
The only thing I can’t do… is protect her from myself. 

****This is a full-length standalone novel full of hot Irish guys with accents. Dark mafia themes throughout. HEA included.****

RATING: 5 STARS 

THERESA'S REVIEW: I'm struggling with words to describe this book by A. Zavarelli.
Let me just say that this book is impossible to put down. It was over once I started this book, I read it straight through the night. Ronan's story will remain one of my favorites, always. This book was hands down my favorite of the two. Although I appreciated Mack's witty character in the first book, Ronan and Sasha's story snuggled right up next to my heart.
(However, we get some of Mack's charm in book two as well... Mack "thundering down the isle," cracked me up- love her, just read it lol). Ronan and Sasha's story is broken, beautiful, creepy, twisted, yet surprisingly hot!
After purchasing and reviewing Crow (Book 1), I was offered a free copy of Reaper (Book 2) in exchange for my honest review.
Both books have a memorable cast of characters that I'm glad to have met. Well done- I'm now loyal to the Boston Underworld and ready for book 3. :)

REVIEW: CROW (BOSTON UNDERWORLD BOOK 1) BY A. ZAVARELLI

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CROW (Boston Underworld Book 1) Kindle Edition by A. Zavarelli

He’s a killer. A mobster. 

The last man on earth I’d ever want to be with. I won’t lose my head just because he’s hot, Irish, and has a wicked accent to boot. 

He’s one of the only leads in my best friend’s disappearance, and I don’t trust him. 

So I’ve got a few rules in mind when it comes to dealing with Lachlan Crow. 

1. Keep a clear head and don’t get distracted. 
2. Do what’s necessary and never forget why you’re there. 
3. Never, and I mean never, fall for him. 

Fourth and final rule? 

Throw out the book altogether. Because the rules don’t apply when it comes to the Irish mafia. 

It was only supposed to be temporary, but now Lachlan thinks he owns me. He says he’s not letting me go. 

And I believe him. 

*** 
Lachlan. 

I don’t know who she is. I don’t know why she’s here. 

But if it’s my attention she wants, she has it. 

The Russians want her dead, and now it’s up to me to look out for her. This girl is trouble. A distraction I can’t afford. 

So why have I already decided she’s mine? 

I’ve claimed her and there’s no going back now. 

This is a full-length standalone novel full of hot Irish bad boys with accents. Steamy and dark mafia themes throughout. HEA included.

RATING: 4.5 STARS

THERESA'S REVIEW: I have been in a bit of a reading slump lately- just could not find anything to grab my attention for longer than the first few pages or chapter.

That is... until Crow came along.
I'm so happy to have finally finished a book lol. Loved it! Well-written and just the right mixture of elements to keep me interested so that I could blaze through the story. I love sassy characters, and Mackenzie is a spitfire- loved her character. If the F-bomb is offensive, then I wouldn't suggest reading this book hahaha. Mack sets out to find out what happened to her best friend by going undercover as a dancer at the club, but finds herself drawn to someone she'd least expect- & the steam rises between Mack (Butterfly) and Lachlan. This is my first book by this author, but I'm on board and eager to read more. Next...

REVIEW & Insta-FREEBIE: Combative by Jay McLean

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Combative (Combative Trilogy Book 1) Kindle Edition by Jay McLean

We all play victims to our pasts; to the choices we make and the lives we create. 
They define who we are. 
And sometimes if we're lucky enough, the past stays where it belongs: in the past. 
I'm not one of the lucky ones. 
I never have been. 
Because now the past is knocking on my door, offering deals I have no choice but to take… deals that will help bring justice—not just for me, but for my brothers. 


The problem? 
The deal is a ticking time bomb. 
One I didn't know existed. 

Tick. 
Tock.

HURRY AND GRAB YOUR COPY OF COMBATIVE WHILE YOU CAN THROUGH INSTAFREEBIE NOW!! 

THERESA'S RATING: 4 STARS
REVIEW: READ, ENJOYED, AND RECOMMEND GRABBING YOUR FREE COPY WHILE YOU STILL CAN!! If you enjoy mystery's that keep you guessing mixed with a bit of romance, then definitely give this one a try. (THAT'S CALLED A COLLEGE FINALS WEEK REVIEW!! LOL!) 
(ENOUGH SAID THOUGH!) :) 
I will read and review the second book sometime during the summer! Can't wait to start it because it's necessary! ;) 
ENJOY!! 

REVIEW: ***SHADES OF SYDNEY*** BY BRITTNEY COON

SHADES OF SYDNEY BY BRITTNEY COON:

Sydney West enjoys sampling summer boys, but this year, one refuses to be a one-night stand… 

Twenty-one-year-old Sydney doesn’t believe in relationships. Her parents’ toxic divorce has taught her love is nothing but a sinister fairytale. So every summer she parties, hooks up, abandons her lover before dawn, and repeats. 

That is until she meets gorgeous local surfer Jason King at the beach… 

When Jason fails to flirt—or even give her a second glance—she decides something must be wrong with him, and it’s safer to stay away. But when Sydney and Jason’s best friends hook up and become Malibu’s hottest couple, they are forced to spend more time together than either of them cares for. 

Armed with a sharp tongue, Sydney works to keep Jason at bay…

In a moment of weakness, Sydney lets her guard down and confides in Jason, realizing he’s more than just a hot guy—he’s also a friend. And when Sydney’s need for a summer boy results in her falling into bed with Jason, despite her better judgment, she runs away from him by morning. 

The problem is, he won’t accept being another one-night stand, and will do anything to prove… 

Love really does exist.

RATING: 4 stars

SUNNI'S REVIEW: I was given the ebook in exchange for an honest review. I loved this book it's a beautifully romantic story. The main character is Sydney and she has quite the personality she is very closed off when it comes to the idea of love and also has rules that she won't let anyone get close enough to her and engages instead in one night stands. Sydney's best friend ends up with a new man of her own who has a friend named Jason who is the most kind caring man and just may break down those solid walls Sydney has had in place all of her life. I loved the characters and thought the dialogue was very witty. Great job by Brittany Coon I look forward to the next of her works to release! I rate this book 4 stars and think it's appropriate for Young adults. Great love story!

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Posted by Theresa, Reviewed by Sunni. 

REVIEW: Bait & Switch (Alphas Undone #1) by Kendall Ryan

Bait & Switch (Alphas Undone #1)

              by Kendall Ryan 

One man. Two women. This is going to get messy. 
Love is a trap, a trick only other people fall for. Former Navy SEAL Nolan has no such illusions. The only things real in his life are his beloved bulldog and the two women who regularly share his bed. One is light soft, innocent, and tender touches. The other is dark and gives him all of the wicked things he craves behind closed doors. It's not cheating when each is aware of the other. But when he begins to feel much more than he ever bargained for, the order of his carefully crafted world is shaken, and he stands to lose everything. 
Nolan thinks we met by chance. We didn't. I sought him out, seduced him, and in return got the sanctuary I needed to survive. But now, impossibly, I've fallen in love with him. I don't care that he has another lover, because when he finds out who I am, it's going to ruin any chance I ever had with him anyway. She's the least of my worries. BAIT & SWITCH is the first book in a new contemporary romance series called Alphas Undone, which will each feature a new couple."

MY RATING: 3 STARS
MY REVIEW: This is my first book by this author and I'll definitely try another by her. The book was well written and interesting enough to keep plugging away. However, this book had some elements to it that could have made this easily a five star book for me, but those parts fell short for my personal taste. I would have loved to have more suspense in this book because it was a great story. 

I did read the authors note at the end of the book that stated that she had intentionally wrote the book the way she did for specific reasons, so I can't be too critical about that. With that being said, I'd still recommend this book and certainly enjoyed it. I will try another book or two by this author before drawing any final conclusions. 

If you're looking for a good quick steamy read, or if you're not big on suspense, then I'd go for it. I cannot conclude that this is a mind-blowing read, but it is a good book.

REVIEW: SOLD TO THE HITMAN BY ALEXIS ABBOTT

She's terrified of me. She should be.

I'm no saint, but apparently even killers have limits. When the Bratva hired me as security for the night, I didn't know it was a flesh trade. I could have kept my cool, done my job, but then I saw her. Pure as a lily, dressed in skimpy lingerie, and being auctioned off to the foulest men in Brighton Beach.

I'm not used to this white knight sh*t, but I did what I had to do. I outbid those pieces of trash and bought myself a bride.

What the hell do I do with a sweet, subservient woman who's been trained to obey her husband? I can think of some things my baser instincts want me to do... But when she submits to me, I'm going to be the man that deserves it, not just the one she owes it to. So I'm going to make her life better. I'm going to make her want me just as bad as I want her.

And at night, when my new princess is slumbering, I'm going to make every one of those pimps pay in blood.

MY RATING: 4.5 STARS
MY REVIEW: Thank you Alexis Abbott for robbing me of my sleep. I read Sold to the Hitman until the sun just began to rise, and loved every second of this book. This was a wonderful book, and I'm so happy to have read it. I'll need a day to recover from this because my brain is feeling foggy today from lack of sleep. The synopsis was what intrigued me and it didn't disappoint. I just had to keep on reading to find out what was gonna happen. I really loved the two introduction chapters when we get to meet both main characters. The alternating perspectives were done beautifully. 
Even though I personally would have preferred just a touch more action,
I can definitely say this book was well balanced between the mafia backdrop and the love story that unfolds between the main characters. I especially enjoyed learning about Cassie in this book, and I couldn't imagine growing up as sheltered as she did. Cassie's story broke my heart and reeled me in at the same time. Seriously, Andrei.... what a hero! Sigh! This is my first book by this author who kindly sent me an advanced proof in exchange for my honest review. I need more, so I'll be moving on to Owned by the Hitman next.
Yes, I do believe I have a book hangover lol.

99 cent book sale: THAT IS $2.97 FOR AN ENTIRE TRILOGY! WOW!

One look brought them together. One bullet tore them apart. 

Winner of a gold medal in the 2015 Readers' Favorite Book Awards, Suanne Laqueur's astonishing debut novel follows a young man's emotional journey to salvage relationships destroyed in the wake of a school shooting. 

As a college freshman, Erik Fiskare is drawn to the world of theater but prefers backstage to center stage. The moment he lays eyes on a beautiful, accomplished dancer named Daisy Bianco, his atoms rearrange themselves and he is drawn into a romance both youthfully passionate and maturely soulful. Their love story thrives within a tight-knit circle of friends, all bound by creativity and artistry. A newcomer arrives--a brilliant but erratic dancer with an unquenchable thirst for connection. And when this disturbed friend brings a gun into the theater, the story is forever changed. Daisy is shot and left seriously injured. And Erik finds himself alone in the aisle, looking down the muzzle of a pistol and trying to stop the madness. He succeeds, but with tremendous repercussions to his well-being and that of his loved ones. 

Traumatized by the experience, Erik and Daisy spiral into depression and drug use until a shocking act of betrayal destroys their relationship. To survive, Erik must leave school and disconnect from all he loves. He buries his heartbreak and puts the past behind. Or so he believes. 

As he moves into adulthood, Erik comes to grips with his role in the shooting, and slowly heals the most wounded parts of his soul. But the unresolved grief for Daisy continues to shape his dreams at night. Once those dreams were haunted by blood and gunfire. Now they are haunted by the refrain of a Gershwin song and a single question: is leaving always the end of loving? 

Spanning fifteen years, The Man I Love explores themes of love and sexuality, trauma--physical and mental--and its long-lasting effects, the burden of unfinished business and the power of reconciliation. Through Erik's experience we reflect on what it means to be a man, a son and a leader. A soul mate, a partner and a lover. What it means to live the truth of who you are and what you feel. What it means to fight for what you love. 

Winner of the 2015 Beverly Hills Book Award, a gold medal in the 2015 eLit Book Awards, and currently a finalist in the 2015 Kindle Book Awards.

YOU CAN BET THAT I'VE SCOOPED UP THIS ENTIRE TRILOGY... CAN'T WAIT TO READ THESE BOOKS! YAY! SHARING THE DEALS! If you're just realizing these are on sale today... you're welcome! Ha! ~ THERESA ~

"What I feel has no name..." 

Suanne Laqueur's award-winning debut novel The Man I Lovethrilled readers with its memorable characters and depth of emotion. Erik Fiskare's journey of love, recovery and forgiveness captivated hearts but also left questions unanswered. Now Daisy Bianco has a chance to tell her story. 

It's been three years since a single lapse of judgment cost Daisy the love of her life. Erik was a conduit to her soul but now he's chosen a path of total disconnection, refusing to speak to her or acknowledge her betrayal. Alone and shattered, Daisy attempts to take responsibility for her actions while building her career as a professional dancer in New York City. But Erik's unforgiving estrangement proves too much for her strength. Plagued by flashbacks to the Lancaster shootings, she falls into a dangerous spiral of self-harm, cutting into her own skin as a means to atone. Only the timely appearance of an old friend, John "Opie" Quillis, saves her from self-destruction and gives her a chance to love again. 

Laqueur skillfully weaves flashbacks to the college years with Daisy's present life. Supported by John's patient affection, she works to separate her evolution as an adult from the unresolved guilt and grief of her youth. As her professional accomplishments lift her out of depression, Daisy learns to hold onto her accountability without letting it become her identity. Years pass and she builds a beautiful life filled with dance and friends. Lovers come and eventually go, leaving her on her own with the old thought: Come back to me. 

In this parallel narrative, Laqueur peels open the beloved characters from The Man I Love to reveal new and complex layers of vulnerability. The scars from the shooting are deep and pervasive within this circle of friends. Like Daisy, they are trying to evolve without being fully resolved. But when questions from the past go unheeded, you alone must find and give your answers true.

"One doesn't read Laqueur's novels, you experience them... These characters are like people I know and I'm not going to forget them any time soon." 
--Emma Scott, author of RUSH

"Laqueur crafts these characters and knows their ins and outs and bones and blood so well. As readers, we are sucked into their lives. We feel what they feel. We ache when they ache. We cry when they cry. And we miss them desperately when the story is over. This is the gift Laqueur has given to us with her writing." 
--Mary Frame, author of of Imperfect Chemistry and Imperfectly Criminal

"Laqueur has a way of getting to the essence of a scene or character with just a few words carefully placed. They're gorgeous and sad filled with hope and hopelessness and fully intent on drawing you in. Give Me Your Answer True is the kind of book you think about long after it's over..." 
--Kayti Nika Raet, author of The Monster Chronicles

"Five stars. Give Me Your Answer True is further affirmation that Suanne Laqueur is a truly gifted writer and knows how to create lasting memory through her superb storytelling ability." 
--Diane Lunsford, Feathered Quill Book Reviews

“You can’t sort of do this, Fish. Draw a line and get on one side or the other...”

Love is never so sweet as when it receives a second chance. In the sequel to her award-winning novel The Man I Love, Suanne Laqueur continues the story of Erik Fiskare’s romance with Daisy Bianco. Though separated for twelve years, the extraordinary bond forged in their youth has endured. But when your soulmate has caused you indescribable pain, how easy is it to forgive? How much trust is needed to place your heart back into the hands that once broke it? How much faith does it take to ask the question, "Do you still want me?" and believe in the reply: “I still want us.”

Erik and Daisy commit to creating a new life together. They are separated by geography, loyal to career commitments and burdened with lingering pain from a decade spent apart. Yet despite the challenges, Erik knows Daisy is the best thing to happen to him twice. 

Slowly Erik earns back Daisy’s love as well as the trust of his incomparable friend, Will Kaeger. Both relationships grow deeper and more complex, as do Erik’s ties to the past. Unexpected contact with distant cousins offers new insight to the cruel childhood desertion that shaped so much of Erik’s adult life. With Daisy at his side, he travels back to his hometown to meet his people, explore his family’s history and learn about the men who wore his heirloom necklace before him.

The cathedral once burned down is rebuilt. But a love affair is never a finished thing. Life is never without its tragedies. Daisy and Erik soon face a threat more harrowing than gunfire, more sorrowful than the lost years. With Will at his back and family close by, Erik must fight for the things he once walked away from and prove his love is here to stay.

“Because of Laqueur's ability to smash you inside the heads of her characters, you feel and experience everything right along with Erik and Daisy. Here to Stay is honest and authentic. Never fake, forced, contrived, or overwrought. It’s a perfect conclusion: a love story fully told, nothing left unsaid or undone.”
—Emma Scott, author of RUSH

“Suanne Laqueur's writing is deeper than real, more than just truth. Her words are a ribbon winding themselves around you, over and under until you're tied up tight in the story. Not sure where it leaves off and you begin. Words in the hands of such a skilled writer are a powerful thing, and Laqueur proves time and time again she's worthy of our trust.”
—Terri Lee, author of The Bootlegger’s Wife

COMING MARCH 11th: SOLD TO THE HITMAN (A MAFIA HITMAN ROMANCE) BY ALEXIS ABBOTT

SOLD TO THE HITMAN (A MAFIA HITMAN ROMANCE) 

BY ALEXIS ABBOTT 

***COMING MARCH 11TH 2016***

She's terrified of me. She should be.

I'm no saint, but apparently even killers have limits. When the Bratva hired me as security for the night, I didn't know it was a flesh trade. I could have kept my cool, done my job, but then I saw her. Pure as a lily, dressed in skimpy lingerie, and being auctioned off to the foulest men in Brighton Beach.

I'm not used to this white knight sh*t, but I did what I had to do. I outbid those pieces of trash and bought myself a bride.

What the hell do I do with a sweet, subservient woman who's been trained to obey her husband? I can think of some things my baser instincts want me to do... But when she submits to me, I'm going to be the man that deserves it, not just the one she owes it to. So I'm going to make her life better. I'm going to make her want me just as bad as I want her.
And at night, when my new princess is slumbering, I'm going to make every one of those pimps pay in blood.

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Review: Eighteen (18): Based on a True Story by JA Huss

Eighteen (18): Based on a True Story by JA Huss 

Eighteen is hard. 

And so is Mateo Alesci. 
Hard to read, hard to predict, hard in every way that counts. 
He wants things from me. 
Dirty things, nasty things, forbidden things. 
And I have to give in. 
His attention is completely inappropriate, but I can’t say no. 
The way he looks at me… the way he watches me through my bedroom window… the way he drags me deeper and deeper into his completely forbidden fantasy just… turns me on. 
He knows it turns me on. 
He holds all the power. He holds all the cards. He holds my entire future in his hands. 
And I have to give in. 

Because Mr. Alesci is my teacher. 
And I need everything he’s offering.

My Rating: 5 stars
My Review: This book was hot, hot, hot. Let me tell you.
This story is about so much more than I anticipated. The twists and turns were amazing. I was completely shocked to learn what was really going on, and it wasn't what I suspected. What a powerful story. This story is about trust, love, loss, family, discovery, and new beginnings.

This author has all the right stuff to grip the reader from start to finish. I could not put it down and devoured this book in only two days. The need to know what was going to happen drove me through at break neck speed. Definitely a great read. This is my first book by this author and it will not be the last. Actually, I already purchased another book before hopping online to write my review. :) 

Even if this isn't your typical go to read, read it, there is a great story within these pages. If you've never thought about a teacher in this way before, you will after this spicy read. LOVED!

J.A. Huss, you have got a new fan right here. I'm going to read EVERY SINGLE BOOK AVAILABLE by this author. Thank you for sharing this sizzling hot story with your readers. 
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED! ~Theresa

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